i believe. do you?

theres always a time when im dancing there happily, and knowing that nothing can hurt me. but then one day, you came along. The world stopped spinning, and all i can see is you. I didn't think it could hurt me.  This thing people call love is not something thats always innocent. It's never tamed. And this love, will never be tamed.

havent been blogging recently. i know. i deserve a punishment. but hey, im here now! :)
my months in Australia has been a delight. Nothing can get better than living here, in australia. Im lovin the lifestyle here. everything is soo different than my old home in bali.

Listening to September by Daughtry <3

If I was to make a wish.. I would wish for a chance to live here for longer than a year. Parents are in on a big decision of whether to live here for more than a year.... I would be heartbroken if i was to leave Australia. I would be heartbroken. I've got good friends here, a good house, a good neighborhoood, and him. I would never leave this place.
Im actually SUPPOSED to be doing some frikin homework. but god, i hate homework. I wish it can die in a hole (another wish).
I think one of my homeworks has something to do on astronomy for science. I dont mind astronomy. Im in love with astronomy. Everything other homework can die in a hole.
On friday nite, there was a yr 8 excursion to go to the Perth observatory. When I arrived at school for the excursion, i expected to see none of my friends. but there, standing beside the bus, stand there, are some of my greatest most best friends.
I was glad to have them going to the excursion. i couldnt stand a nite all by myself.
He was there too. He never spoke much, but i liked him anyway. i liked him coz he wasnt the type of boy tht'd flirt and stuff with girls. hes not the type that'd have millions and trillions of other cute good looking friends. he wasnt cute. he wasnt popular. but he was perfect.
anyway, ishould shut up with my hell frikin blabber.
he was there. lets put it to that.
On the bus, i sat with two of my friends, and he was sitting there all on his own. i regret not sitting with him when i shouldve.

i actually saw saturn. Through a big, scientific, smart ass looking telescope.
I saw the globalic cluster or something? a whole group of beautiful stars. All grouped together, and staying together for billions of years.
i saw the tarantula and stuff. And ohhh! The milky way :)

and on the way back home on the bus, he sat in front of me. All alone. i wish i was sat on that empty seat beside him. <3



I wish..



xoxoxo
Clodia

smileys.

helloyyyysss.
T'was a glorious day, and I'm glad this day wasn't so bad.
My 2 months in Australia has been a blast. I mean, everything is perfect.
Three days ago, my brother's girlfriend, her daughters, my mom, my sisters and I went to Spotlight. It was like... Haven.
There were so many different kinds of fabric, and sewing kits, and crafts and oh. It was Haven.
I've never been to any shop like Spotlight. In Bali, there was no place, nothing like Spotlight. Spotlight's huge!
We bought loads of things. I needed some fabric to make dresses. I only bought two stretchy ones and mom bought some too. We bought a pattern for mom so she can make her dress. We bought scissors, pins, and carbon paper, etc.
Fabulous.
Yesterday. Oh my gosh. Yesterday we went to the zoo. Uh-mazing eh?
Aren't I lucky or what?
I haven't been to a zoo in ages! And it's so nice to look at animals up close. I took loads of pictures and I'm planning on printing them out soon. I'm going to make the best scrapbook. I just need to buy some card and stuff to MAKE the scrapbook.
It might be pricey.
I did go to a scrapbook shop actually, and I was so tempted to buy all these awesome things, but all I could do was look.

I feel like punching myself in the head for not posting a photo. I took lots of nice pictures of the zoo and it's animals.
I'm using my brother's computer at his house, so yeah. That's probably why I can't upload some pictures.

Todays been a heck of a day and I'm exhausted.

So buh-bye :)

-Clodia-

a great day.

It has been a wonderful day today. Like, seriously wonderful. Family and I went to Joondalup, and we went to this place called "Go Bananas!". It's like a place where they can hold kid's birthday parties and stuff. Not only that, they they've got huge slides, and bouncy castles, etc. Ya get the point.
Too bad I didn't take any pictures of that.
A friend of mum's introduced her to an Indonesian woman. I think mum would be great friends with her. Her new friend is more experienced in Australia than she is.
Dad and I were bored to death so we decided to go to a mall. Dad and daughter time, ya know?
We went to the Lakeside mall. Huge mall.
The first place we looked into, was the Dymocks Bookshop. I wanted to buy one of those "House Of Night's" novel, but I haven't finished the ones I already have.
So, we kept walking around the mall, and we stopped at Target. I remember asking dad, "When was the last time you actually bought some new shirts and shorts?"
And he said, "3 years ago."
.........................................
So, at Target, I was like, "Dad. Let's get you some new shirts!"
And yeah! For once, he gets to buy a new shirt. Or at least a shirt. Eventually bought 3 shirts, the ones with long sleeves.
I was so happy to see him happy. It hardly happens when we're at home. At home, he's usually telling my sisters off. As in, "Don't leave your things around the house!", and stuff. I don't blame him. My sisters usually don't close the drawers after they've opened them, they don't put their belongings back after they've used them, etc.
But it's nice to see him not shouting or getting upset about anything.

This is a photo I took a few days ago at a playground at my new school. Beautiful :)

-Clodia-

broke.

I ain't broke or anything. All I've earned ever since I moved here into Aus, was $30. Trying to reach up to $200. My sisters and I receive $10 every week. I sometimes get paid $20 (hee hee) for babysitting and stuff.

I had a big headache this morning. Mum and Dad left to go to the bank while I stayed at home with my sisters. I'm sure I'll get paid about a dollar for that.
I borrowed my mums laptop to go onto youtube. So far, on my channel, I only have 1 suscriber. Maybe because I haven't been posting much. I never do a good job at making a vlog. I'm more confident with blogs.
I loved watching juicystar07's videos. I watched her room tour which she made a long time ago. She has a big makeup collection. I mean, big. How can she afford all of that? Unless, friends or family bought some for her.
I thought to myself, "I gotta make some cash". I really need a bank account, but we just moved into Aus.
I want to start something on Etsy. Or maybe Ebay. But then.. Nah. It's too much for a thirteen year old girl.
It's just toooooooo much. So the only way I'd earn money, would be to receive pocket money from mum and dad. 
haha.
The old fashion way :)

-Clodia-

in the deep

I just watched the movie/documentary "Ghosts of the Abyss".
Basically, it's a documentary about the ship that sank on 1912, The Titanic. It's a beautiful ship and after you watch this documentary, it will give you a touch of sadness. During the movie, I actually felt that I was on board when the ship sank.
You are able to see the debris of the ship that sank. It's so very realistic. You're able to see china plates and teacups in cabinets (hee hee) and some hasn't been broken. You are able to see this really beautiful staircase. Well, it WAS beautiful. And yeah.

 

It's a beautiful ship, eh? Not with all the smoke and all but inside is seriously beautiful. And I still can't believe all those people died? All those lives lost. 

1.1.11

Happy New Year everyone!
Last night I wasn't able to watch the fireworks because my eyes just wasn't able to stay open during the night. I knew that if I slept, and if my mom would try to wake me up at 12, I wouldn't wake up. I was just so tired that night. Really tired. I was kinda upset that I couldn't watch it. My sisters were also dead tired. So yeah. (grrrr).

Today hasn't been the best start of the year. I mean, we just stayed home. I'm not sure if we're going to go somewhere today. I just know that we're going to stay at home.
I'm so sorry, but I have to go. My dad's telling me to set the table before lunch. I'll write later.
Promise :)

-Clodia-

heartborken..

Have you ever liked someone, and then suddenly you see that "someone" with someone else? It's very difficult to watch the couple together and wishing that the someone was was you. I'm confusing aren't I?
Especially when that someone is someone you've been crushing on for a long time?
Yep. This has happened to me. I watched him smile with her. I saw how happy he was. It was so hard for me to hold back the tears. Very hard.
But there's nothing I can do about it. I can't tell her to back off. It's too late for me to tell him so he knows. I should have told him.
Darn me...

-Clodia-

happy new years eve!

Tonigh's the night we celebrate the end, of 2010, and the beginning of 2011!
Oh my gosh. I remember when my family and I celebrated new years eve for 2010. It felt like it just happened yesterday.
My sisters and I asked, my dad, if we are going to celebrate new years eve with our stepbrother and his family. He said..... nope.
This is supposed to be like a whole family new years eve! Shameshameshame.

Anyway, today we went shopping for groceries at Coles. My sisters and I didn't want to go, but we had no choice. I wasn't capable enough of looking after the triplets at home by myself so we had to follow instead.
Coles was in this mall (No idea which mall). There were so many shops that I was dieing to go to. I wanted to go into Target, just for a look around, but we had no time. I had no idea why we were rushing. My parents had no plans because right after we went shopping, they just sat on the couch and watched a movie.
At the mall, we ate food at the food court. If I had to go somewhere for dinner or lunch, I'd pick a food court. Or Mcdonalds (hee hee).
There were many selections but I picked this Asian one called Foo Lok. Del-yummy. I had rice (tons of it), with honey chicken and this other sweet chicken. I ate it with some crackers and just a bit of vegetables on the side.
Eating rice does make you really full. Like, really really full. But one good thing about me is that it doesn't matter how much I eat, I stay thin. Don't know why. My weight has never changed. DOn't know why. *gasps???

I begged mum to make chicken wraps for dinner. I just hope she does, because I love chicken wraps. Especially when my mommy makes it (hee hee).

 

 This was a picture I took yesterday when I was at a Fremantle park. That building over their is the "Little Kreacher's" building. My dad said it's like a restaurant, I guess? I've been there a few times but that was like 4 months ago, before I moved into Australia. 

 This was at Nicholson's Pub. Well, this is Nicholsons Pub's car park. 

This is the view I see outside my window. There's a house under construction to the left and right of my house. The workers don't come to work now cause it's the holidays. So I should prepare my earmuffs when they come back to building the houses.

My parents are going for dinner tonight and I babysitting my sisters. At night. I've heard so many scary babysitter stories. Darn friends (hee hee). 

Ok bye :)

-Clodia-

a new beginning :)

Every story has a start and an end. My story has a start, and I just hope it will never end. I hate endings.It's just makes me think that there won't be another beginning. Ever. But most things needs to have an ending. And it doesn't always have to be a happy one.
My name is Clodia, (Kl-oh-dee-ah).
I'm 13 and I am obsessed with blogs. Like really obsessed. I have so many blogs. But I always get tired of them, so I start new ones.
I love music. I play the piano, violin and a bit of guitar.
In the future, I'd want to be so many things. I have no idea which career I should pick.
I want to be a:
-Designer
-Model
-Singer/Musicsian
-Photographer
-Journalist
Yep. You name it. I'd go to two colleges if I really wanted to. I wouldn't mind. That would be if I was able to afford it. I think I should start saving up.
I live in Australia now, or at the moment. My parents said that we move to Australia, from Bali, for two years. And if we feel comfortable about living here, we will live her permanently. I hope.
My new life would start here, in Australia.
When I lived in Bali, there was a good school, but you wouldn't be able to graduate.. And of course, I want to graduate.
Australia has good schools. Way better than schools in Bali. Australia has PROPER schools. So now it's a beginning to becoming an Australian citizen.
Bali and Australia are both very different. They have different lifestyles. I respect both and I like both.
So moving into Australia is the start of my journey.
It will be the start of a new life.

-Clodia-